Lewont

Well, these last few days have been quite sad, my laptop was damaged, and well my only tool to make money too, I really feel stuck, since I was scammed I can't find a way out, yesterday I sat in the living room and cried, I don't know what to do, I'm usually a person who tries to see the bright side of things, but this time the things are bad . When I started living alone, I saw everything as a new challenge, I felt independent and older, very few can say that they are practically independent at the age of 16, but I felt that that was good.

I have been alone, for a long time things with my family have not gone well, my mother and I hardly speak anymore, and now my sisters are practically nothing to me, yesterday I felt quite sad, my neighbors are putting up the Christmas decorations, and I really do not feel any Christmas spirit, I feel alone, without money and without the will to live, I have been thinking about suicide for a long time, but I don't do it because I don't know what is after life and that's terrifies me. I know many will say not to do it, but being a gay teenager, with an absent family, and financial difficulties, at this point in my life I don't see solutions, I sent to fix my laptop with an ex-workmate of my mother, still He hasn't fixed it, the truth is that I don't have a lot of money to pay him and I don't know how to demand something from him if I can't pay him properly either, I really feel bad, and sometimes I think that fate could be that, to die for my own hand, I have read articles on suicide and I feel identified, but I can not find solutions, I would like to say that they are temporary evils but I do not know how to think

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